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Name: Matt
Location: Jackson, Mississippi, United States
Interests: God, Chi Alpha, Theatre, Visual Arts, My friends, Girls, Living, sleeping, laughing, being awake.... I like a lot of stuff.... Fall Out Boy, Relient K, Queen, Most theatre broadway productions....
Expertise: The Arts
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AIM:  takinbroadway812
Member Since:
1/25/2006
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| I wish you would stop trying to make it alone... surround yourselves with the people you forgot about during everything... be the person I know you can be! even though it looks as if you can't, my willingness to open up to you based on changes you make in yourself is slipping away! You need to listen to the people who know you the most and can help your grow regardless of how much you don't want to here them tell you, you need to be different! You need to see that alone is not always the best thing, if what I did makes you feel alone in more than just a solitary separation from someone close you have been shutting people out! find yourself and maybe find me in the process, but please do it for yourself and not for other people!
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| I really don't think I said everything I wanted to,
I don't want you to wait for me, I don't want you make what I did a reason for you to block out everyone who tries to give you a part of them, I would hope that you would give them a part of you too, As much as you hate every word that comes out of my mouth I ask you to listen or read for just a second and try to make
sense of what I am saying. You know most of this to be true! deep down you know what's right, I am not the kind of person who invests myself in
something or someone just to get into that persons mind and destroy their trust and take what they love, I'm not
love you! and I want whats best for you, but their is a point at which i need to take care of myself and listen to my heart and its needs, and that just happens to make me incapable of giving myself to someone else, at this point i can't take care of two people that would prove to place me into a more selfish position in your eyes than
you have me in at the point, I really do miss you, I miss your text messages in the morning and i miss going places with you and listening to music in my car, i can't sleep with you on my mind but i really think that this is what needs to happen, and i can't wait to know where
talk to me again... i love you!
I wrote you a song... that might tell you something or might just tell you nothing at all....
Closer Apart
I know this all started with questions and riddles
And since then it's all seemed so plain and so simple.
With love made by trust, forming solid foundations
Upon which this story may bring happy endings
But one thing that raises my hear to suspicion
This feeling of love trapped in a still framed position.
Just baby please,
Tell me you love me and stay close to me.
Pursue me with passion but keep to your dreams
Wait one more thing,
Baby don't give it up, this idea that we might
some day prove to be closer apart.
Each day that I wake up I think of your smile
Being stuck in this room with your day dreams and thoughts
Just know that i miss you and wish you the best
That one day you'll thank me for pushing ahead
I wish you could see that the pain we feel now may just
be the one thing that brings us to think, that maybe
we could be or maybe we can't but that's the problem
with each fragile life, we don't know what's coming
or when or what's what, but make this transition
and remember to think
Just tell him you love him and keep him close to your heart
Pursue him with passion and make him your dream
And always remember
And don't you give up, this idea that we might
someday prove to be closer apart
That someday we might prove to be closer apart
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| I find myself with sight but a lack of depth perception!
Which happens to scare the hell out of me!
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| Hey guys, sorry I haven't written in a while but these things just don't come to me! HA! Well we started school about two or three weeks ago and it just about killed me! I've never felt home sick up untill now! I really thought that it would happen sooner but it didn't! I think one of the biggest reasons I got so homesick was because I was given a taste of what I REALLY want! Which is to attend The University of Southern Mississippi! I absolutly can't wait to go there next year! I'm SO pumped! However, I have a long long long way to go but I think I can make it! I really miss my trio, I can't stand not to be with yall or talk to yall like every day! I also hate to have to leave home! Sometimes I really want to just get out but then when I leave! It is an empty victory! It's like " Yeah I showed them, I can just leave! HA! but when I think about it... what good does that do! my conscience just kicks in and makes me feel worse! But I really think this experience is helping me grow as a person! I am having a terrible time with the faculty here! They think we are all completely ignorant! and I HATE HATE HATE it with the fires of a thousand SUNS! I wish I could be treated as if I had some simbliance of Intelligence! I know i can't always spell correctly! but still! But this is really teaching me how to keep my temper under controle! I HAVE EARNED ALL THE MONEY I NEED TO GO TO ENGLAND! HA im so ready! Now don't get me wrong I'M SYCHED about going to england... but I am really going to miss going on my spring break vacation to the mountains! I love when we go to the mountains... it is so peaceful and nice! I love it! and i was really disappointed cause my parents had already asked me later in the year if Lucy would want to go with us and that was a personal bummer for me... but i think every thing will turn out ok! we always have summer to look forward too! I think things are going great! How about you! I know sometimes we just can't talk or we have things that keep us away from each other but i think it will all work out right! Right! right, anyway you have my heart, my love, and devotion! and know I think of you every day! I love you! | | |
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